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Journal Entry: Thu Oct 22, 2009, 7:49 AM


Hoy no es un buen dia


Si, como que hoy no amaneci tan bien que digamos...
por que suele suceder que un dia estamos alegres felices inmensamente, y al otro pareciera que toda esperanza ha muerto?...

Hoy el dia me parece mas vacio de lo normal... y un hueco en mi corazon crece y crece cada vez mas.
No se que me sucede... simplemente hoy es un buen dia para quedarme moribunda en cama...
Se que puede sonar patetico... pero... pareciera que la propia existencia se funde completamente en hacerme desaparecer hoy...
trato de cambiar mi actitud pero no parece funcionar, vuelvo a caer en la patetica semblanza del compadecerme de mi reflejo... aunque paresca estupido... asi lo siento...

Hoy cuesta tanto respirar que no quisiera hacerlo,
Hoy cuesta tanto caminar que preferiria seguir en cama,
Hoy cuesta tanto mirar al cielo que me quedo con mis lentes de sol..
Hoy.. cuesta tanto existir... que prefiero quedarme en el limbo...



  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: the office bla bla
  • Reading: dA
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing...
  • Drinking: nothing...

Awesome news!!!

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 12, 2009, 9:48 AM


yes! I'm here! jeje


Hi there! jeje I'm Back! :giggle: with great news, Does anyone know about "Up with People"?
well... a long story to tell, Up with people it's a non-profit organization, that spark people to action in meeting the needs of their communities, countries and the world while building bridges of understanding as a foundation for world peace. All this through the music and the community impact!... a group of +100 young people travel around the world in a six-months experience of a life time!... working to make an impact in different parts of the world, performing an incredible show and living with host families, making a total immersion into differents cultures in their day-to-day life.:earth:

so... they visit us last June, a quick visit because all their presentation on Mexico were canceled because of the swine flu, and they have a concert on the Dodge Arena... after that show... the interviews began, to apply to the UWP program... 6 weeks later... i get the notice i was accepted!!!

yes!!! :w00t: i will be part of the July 2010 Cast of UWP!!!!
I'm soo excited!, but by now i'm just getting to work in some fundraising ideas... because the program feee is about $14,250 USD... it's an all-inclusive investment, that covers all training, air travel beyond Denver, housing, meals and ground transportation, as well as the services of our full-time education staff that travels with the cast throughout the 5 1/2-month program... if anyone needs to know more about this awesome programm you can go to the Up with People Official Page in [link]

Anyways... has an idea to the fundraising plan... i've think about many i can do... but i'm still working on it... if you have any idea, no matter what... you can comment here, any idea is welcome!! :flirty:

by now, with all the little things i'm selling around i'm also taking some guitar lessons, because i don't know how to play any musical instrument... :blushes: and i'm planning on take some singing classes too.... i love to sing... :sing: but i've never had some kind of training... :blushes:

well, i've too much :work: work to do by now... plus the fundraising... so... again if you have any idea... will be welcome and in my devjournal, devpage, my blog and my webpage and even my facebook wall!! (if you let me...) will appear the name(or nickname) and the link to your gallery has a thanks for the help you're giving me...

thanks a lot... see ya!!! :star::star:



  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: my boss talking on the phone
  • Reading: dA
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing... i'm hungry!
  • Drinking: nothing...

hello!

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 22, 2009, 7:27 PM


Hello!

Well again jaja i'm here, ooh god... i've had too much work! but i've been able to do some photos and editions that i will submit later..

too much things have happen but the good thing is that many many new things are just about to happen and i really hope that everything goes well...

ohh well... now i'm a little tired...

bye!!


  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: a movie on my TV
  • Reading: dA
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: french toast
  • Drinking: milk

Returning to the nest xD

Thu May 14, 2009, 8:14 PM
jejeje weel again i'm back,
sooorry

I just found a little time to be able to relax and recapture the inspiration to continue with the drawings and photographies that I like so much. =D

Too many things have happened, nevertheless, despite of the time that has passed, I just don't get to overcome certain things, sometimes it seemed that the time simply doesn't help in anything, or that... with just one breath... it feels an enormous emptiness, a pressure on my chest, constraining even to my own existence almost to disappear.

in the nights of insomnia, when rapid days and strangely, at the same time so slow, it's when I can get lost, or even worst... I can lose almost every hope.

How can I overcome something that I don't even have what it takes to carry something without falling down again?... without falling down in this black abyss of desolation ...?; when in my heart; the eco of words, tears, smiles, jokes, kisses, hugs, looks are still drilling all my soul in pieces, leaving me, with the eternal partners of despair: pain, sorrow, emptiness and regrets...

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: TV
  • Reading: dA
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: milk

HeLlO!

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 17, 2009, 12:04 PM




well, again jojojojo i'm back...
sorry it's just that i really don't have much free time...

thanks for the 3000+!!!! pageviews!!
maybe for someone is not enough... but... for me
it's AWESOME!!!

thanks dA

i luv u!!!



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  • Eating: nothing but i'm hungry!
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